some things need to be said ( a l a y a )

[Alaya Tiaun]

Alaya Selina Tiaun

Tell me what you want to hear, Something that will light those ears
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now i've faded into someone else,
MADE ME SOMEONE I DON'T WANNA BE
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Sick of all the insincere, So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

alaya had a harsh childhood like most people who had some close family member who was a follower of the dark lord. her father is a werewolf and to keep up with the family tradition of his side all children when they turn seven would become a creature of the night. so yes that happened to her. what happened was her father took her out to the woods during the full moon and well she was bitten but not by her father. it had to be by the leader of the family pack who at the time was her uncle. her family didn't realize that alaya already been bitten at the age of four and not only that was born with werewolf blood flowing through her veins. she had learned control at a young age so when she was taken out to receive the bite she was able to not transform for long enough to fool her family. her mother was enraged that her husband had her only child bitten even after she refused. her mother left and alaya was stuck with her temperamental and abusive father. he would find it funny to use the cruciatus curse just to watch her scream or cry. it did not take alaya too long to learn how to deal with the pain. she still has physical markings of old scars from her many years of being around her abusive father, now pack leader. alaya did send letters to her mother who would teach her potions and remedies for illness and such so she is very good with cures. however, she did not see her mother much and did not want to get in the way of her new life. alaya never really knew what is was liked to be cared for until she went to school.

Yeah I've faded, like I never was till I don't even know myself
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this time, don't need another perfect lie
DON'T CARE IF CRITICS NEVER JUMP IN LINE
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Now I'm faded into what you want but I'm not taking it too well

she was relieved when the letter came and she was now going to a wizardry school yet not long into the semester something happened at the school and it was closed down. she ended up going to hogwarts and it became her home. over the years she stopped going home and stayed in the forest on breaks till she was fourteen when she was able to receive her inheritance money from her mother and was able to rent an apartment at the leaky cauldrin. she would not burden her mother and her new family or her cousin who was like her brother. ethen, her cousin was an auror and now was in hiding. however nice the school was or how supportive her friends were she has started to distance herself afraid of the creature she is becoming. she knows not the cause but most likely because of being bitten twice on top of being born with the blood she is starting to forget who she is. alaya has heightened senses yet the wolf part tends to take over and she feels like she is loosing herself. she doesn't want anyone to get hurt but she is also afraid of what might happen if she told anyone.

Oh, got no reason, got no shame, got no family I can blame
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i'm not gonna wait around
LET YOU RUN MY WHOLE LIFE DOWN
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just don't let me disappear i'ma tell you everything

FRIENDS ~ alaya has made a few good friends at hogwarts and she trusts them with her life. since she has no really close family they are all she has even if they don't know it. it would be nice to have a couple good friends and simple classmates or someone to look up to and such. LOVERS ~ alaya is very closed off and rude yes but she would love to have someone who was more than a friend. preferably someone who was a rival with her someone where when they are in front of others they almost hate each other but it is different when they are alone. but she does need someone else in her life who can see past the creature and harshness. ENEMIES ~ she does have enemies, like her father, his pack, all the werewolves who follow the dark lord and such. yet it would be nice if she could have some school enemies like rivals and so on. any ideas are welcome.

You never take, take the time to really look, look at the one, the one I really am
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my god, amazing how we got this far
IT'S LIKE WE'RE CHASING ALL THOSE STARS
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You try to fit, to fit me in a perfect box, you let me slip between the cracks

EMILIA ~ Best friend, practically family
INRI ~ Very close friend
DANTE ~ Enemy turned friend
WILHELMINA ~ Good friend

I need another story, something to get off my chest, my life gets kinda boring
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now i've faded into someone else,
MADE ME SOMEONE I DON'T WANNA BE
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Need something that I can confess 'til all my sleeves are stained red

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